Well, I’m really not all that excited.  I got yelled at at work today in front of the whole floor.  That made me sad and angry, which you know if you Plurk.  But I’m home now, talking to my guy, installing programs, and contemplating dinner.  (Tom’s having Chinese.  Sarah’s having mac’n cheese and hot dogs.  I want!) I got some good pictures today of the dog, but I don’t think I’m going to upload them tonight.  Maybe later.  Bad news: Tom’s truck looks like it has a broken head (since when did trucks have heads?) and its going to take about a week to repair.  That means no miles, which means no paycheck.  :(  That is very bad.  But, there is some good news - the company put Tom up at a hotel (motel?  What’s the difference?) which means not only can he take showers every day, he can even take baths! (Trust me, this is cause for excitement.  Tom loves his showers.)  I have Tom all signed up with Plurk, now to get him on Facebook.  And maybe LJ.  I definitely want him to see my sites.  Which reminds me, I need to track down the login page for my website.  I don’t have it bookmarked on this computer.  And I must check on Techievampire.  Darn, no update.  I’m worried about them.  Maybe I’ll call them later.  Yeah, when I get off the phone with Tom!  But I’m talking to Tom!  And that makes me happy!  Yay!

Well, here’s what’s been going on.  I had my gall bladder out on Monday.  I don’t have to go back to work till next Wednesday.  I was approved for Short Term Disability.

I’m pretty sure Tom’s gotten his dream back.  I don’t want to say anything more because I don’t want to jinx it.  But it is amazing how God moves in people’s lives.

Mom had a tooth crack and it was removed.  That was giving her a lot of pain.  This is her first day bak at work since Thursday. She had to stay home with me Monday and yesterday which gave her two more days to recover.

Dad and Kathy came to the hospital with me.  I wasn’t sure I wanted them there, but got scared and called them Monday morning and they still came.  I wish Tom would have been able to have been there, but I know what he was doing was important.  I can’t wait to talk to him later.

Tom has Verizon on one of his phones. I have Verizon.  This means we can talk to each other on these phones at any hour of the day and not have to worry about going over minutes.  This is a good thing.  I know we used over a thousand peak minutes last month.  But I did have to get a texting plan.  So if you want to text me, you can!

Yes, I’ll probably be spammy this week as I get feeling better.  Its been a long time since I’ve had time to sit at the computer for any length of time.  Tom and I usually stay out too late!

I think tis time for me to go lie down and think about my sin of eating something too complicated too soon.  Don’t worry.  I’ll be back.

Stolen from nancypaynter who stole it from someone else. I don’t know who that someone else is, but here are my answers.

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their lives, and all of a sudden you think, “Wait a minute? Since when are they working THERE? Since when are they dating HIM/HER? since when???” And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy mine below, erase my answers, putting yours in their places, and then post the result in your journal. Please elaborate on the questions which would benefit from elaboration! One-word-answers seldom help anyone out.

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A few good things.  I’m dating someone.  That makes me happy.  The puppy is slowing getting the whole house breaking thing.  That makes me happy.  I still have a job.  That kinda sorta makes me happy.  The bus was on time and got me back to Moon in time for me to make it to my appointment with the surgeon.  I guess that makes me happy.

A few bad things.  I just found out I’m having surgery.  My boyfriend is currently in NY and could be in TN come Monday.  My friend’s father is dying.  My depression has been very bad the past several days.  I was hitting myself this morning (Well, my morning - which lasts until 1 pm).  I feel very petty right now, for reasons I’m not going into.  They are unworthy of the situation and my own burden to bear.  Besides, there are more important things than me.

There.  A mini update.  Just for you. 

I just took an ipersonic personality test and this is the result:

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I’m still talking to a tomato - I’m not sure if it qualifies as talking to a fruit or a vegetable.  *sigh*  The profound questions in my life today.  My stomach aches have been much better (gee, I wonder why?) although I did hurt my toe.  How, I don’t know.  I just know it hurts.

Ha.  My cat is curled up with my shoes.  The slippers, the sneakers, and the black heels.  *shakes head*

I’m going to the game tomorrow night! Woot!  My dad’s even going to drive me back to the park and ride so I don’t have to pay to park in the city.  Yippee!  Hopefully, we’ll make it out before the fireworks go off.  Me+fireworks=panic.  Not fun.  And I love fireworks!

Ha.  There’s a cat behind me on my chair.  I didn’t know that till now.  I’ve got both cats.  And a spiced cider candle.  And I found my little Starbucks espresso mug that I use to catch change in.  It was on a shelf in my closet.  Understandably, since I empty it into a container in my closet.

My worst fear has happened.  Well, not my worst fear every, but one of my worst fears about work.  I’m going to be responsible for doing all three fraud reports.  *sigh*  I think I can get them done, but I don’t know about doing them, the loan checks, and the other reports.  Not to mention rendering statements and prepping sig cards.  Next week shall be interesting.  And hectic.  I guess I’m going to budget for coke icees every day after work.

I need more minutes.  ‘Nuff said.

Watch for the Friday Five!

Well, I’ve been talking to the Tomato recently and from what he’s been telling me Terry isn’t a very nice person these days.  He’s very negative and is using people left and right.  He has given the Tomato, as well as others, the staph infection.  The Tomato is now missing a toe.  He’s laid up in a nursing home, so I’ve been talking with him.  He also gave it to a woman in OH who had to have part of her stomach removed.  Apparently Terry is having a lot of one night stands, so who knows how many people he’s infecting.  He’s still going to work, despite having open staph sores and staph in his eyes.  His eyes!  How reckless can one person be?  Its criminal.  Terry knows he’s contagious.  He just doesn’t care.  He’s always bumming money off of people and he’s still lying and telling stories.  I’m very glad that I no longer know him.  He’s on a downward spiral and it sounds to me like he’s getting out of control.  And apparently he’s being very judgmental and telling people that they are doing things wrong and are going to hell.  Talk about hypocritical!  *shakes head*  I’m glad I no longer have to deal with him.  I just feel bad for those who do.

My view of the world is a very negative one.

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I don’t know what words to use to convey the way I’m feeling.  Physically, I still am having stomach aches, heart burn, car sickness, and head aches.  I don’t know what to do to get them to go away.  Mentally, I’m doing much worse.  Its hard to think when I’m feeling so poorly.  I don’t like life.  I don’t.  I don’t like my job.  I have nothing to look forward to.  I know I should find something.  Anything.  Right now, I hurt so much that I can’t think of anything.  I have homework from therapy and a book to read.  I’ll buy a copy next week, but this week she lent me the office copy.  The funny thing is that I’ll probably have it read before I buy it next week.  I think I’m just going to take my meds and go to bed.  I don’t have the energy (emotionally or physically) for anything else.

Got my new glasses.  I’ll have to take a pic to show you guys.  Stomach ache this morning and today I stayed home.  Did a lot of sleeping.  Except for picking up my glasses and working on the dining room table.  And, of course, keeping up with the kitchy.  I will help get this house clean.  Did some work on the blog - got my Blog Log set up over there.  Don’t tell anybody, but I’m stealing ideas from Sarah

I am planning on going to work tomorrow.  I was able to get an appt with my doc, but not until Thursday night at 630.  Guess that changes those nice weekly plans I drew up last night, eh?  lol.  Tomorrow I face work and therapy.  Not the happiest of combinations, but it is supposed to be a little warmer.  Now if I could only figure out how to get a weather plug in to work, I’d show you all the weather here.  Maybe I can find someone to help me.  *sigh*  Its so complicated!

Time for sleep.  Good night all!