Good morning, its A&A time. What’s A&A time? Awake and alone. It can be some of the hardest times of the day. I had a hard time last night. I spent a good amount of time crying. Finances had me down. That, of course, always spreads into my self confidence and self esteem. I was up later than I wanted to be talking to Tom. Not necessarily a bad thing, but I can feel it this morning. I’m awake now, with no one to talk to and no one to hold me. Unless you count Kit. I usually don’t. He’s a good kitty, but its not the same. He just can’t give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be okay. That’s what I really want right now.
Tom was supposed to be home this week, which only makes it harder. I also had a bad dream last night, another thing which makes it harder. At least I know that God loves me, right? That helps. Well, I have to keep going. Have a good day!