Good afternoon everyone! Its been a while since I’ve done an actual update and for that I apologize. I keep trying to get going on Blog 365, but failing. Monday and Tuesday sucked. Sunday night I didn’t get much sleep. We’re talking three hours or less. I went through Monday in a fog. They moved me from duals to multiples right after I got used to doing duals which really messed me up. I was bouncing around with nervous energy and had used some open overtime. I was upset because I hadn’t been able to sign in right away which meant that I lost twenty minutes of overtime. Grr. I went out shopping Monday night and spent way too much money. I got home to more bills. I got my car insurance bill. It went up over $200. I just lay down on the floor and cried (I was really strung out at this point) until Tom yelled at me that if I didn’t stop he was going to drive home regardless of what would happen to his job. I calmed myself down (not very well though), begged him not to yell at me again, and went to bed early. I slept all night.

Tuesday morning I did not want to get up. I was more tired Tuesday morning than I was Monday morning. I went to work and they had me in multiples all day. Multiples just aren’t as fast as duals. I don’t know why they’re trying to push down my numbers, but they are. Found out that day that they won’t let Tom change his home time and still have the 25th off. It’s really stupid considering that right now he does have the 25th off. He wants to move it back a week for financial reasons and if he does he can’t have the 25th off. The 25th of May is out one year anniversary. We would really like to spend it together. I got this news on break right before I went back to work. I spent most of the next shift crying. (Okay, shifts in my world are two, two and a half hour periods between breaks and lunch, not whole work days. FYI) I went to lunch and talked to him for a little bit, but he left before lunch was over. I spent most of the next shift crying. I became extremely upset with the guy who sat next to me because a.) he kept looking at me and I was crying and b.) he kept hitting his keys so hard he was shaking my monitor. I was enraged, holding it in, and had tears running down my face again. I was so glad to be out of there. There was a good point to Tuesday. I got to see Tom. Due to the fact that they wouldn’t let him pick up the load early, I only got to spend a couple of hours with him, but that was better than nothing. He gave me money and roses. The roses he got me because I had a bad day. He made me laugh. Until we started talking days off and money. I can’t seem to laugh about money. But he made me giggle after that. He thinks I’m sexy and beautiful and that my giggle is adorable. Does it get much better than that?

So that was Monday and Tuesday. They, for the most part, sucked. I’m glad that they’re over with.