That’s the way I feel right now.  I’m so depressed and feeling so alone.  I’m not sure anyone would care even if they knew what was wrong.  I think that Tom’s thinking about taking drastic action.  I’m not sure what I want for the future.  I do know what I want right now, but I have to wait to find it out.  I’m scared, I’ll tell you that.  And I need to get my oil changed.  I guess that means I have to contact Dad.  I’m not really sure I want to.  And I have Sarah’s problem – lots of laundry.  Well, lots of laundry for me.  4 loads.  One for me, one for Tom, one bedsheets and one towels.  I need to get the trash done and the kitty litter (ew).  I’m going to end up sleeping.  I spend a lot of time sleeping when I’m depressed.  And I’m definitely depressed.  I know, not what you wanted to hear.  Unfortunately, its all I’ve got right now.

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