There are a million of these floating around, but this one’s cute, so I’m in.

USING ONLY ONE WORD! Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It’s really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from!

1. Where is your cell phone? ear

2. Your significant other? driver

3. Your hair? brown

4. Your mother? sick

5. Your father? careless

6. Your favorite? Tom

7. Your dream last night? blank

8. Your favorite drink? tea

9. Your dream/goal? published

10. What room you are in? living

11. Your hobby? unknown

12. Your fear? loniliness

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy

14. Where were you last night? here

15. Something that you aren’t? happy

16. Muffins? cinimon

17. Wish list item? dvds

18. Where you grew up? Economy

19. Last thing you did? plurk

20. What are you wearing? nothing

21. Your TV? big

22. Your pets? loving

23. Friends? missed

24. Your life? STRESS

25. Your mood? unsatisfied

26. Missing some one? Tom

27. Car? blue

28. Something you’re not wearing? contacts

29. Your favorite store? half

30. Your favorite color? purple

33. When is the last time you laughed? unknown

34. Last time you cried? today

35. Who will resend this? none

36. One place that I will go to over and over? home

37. One person who emails me regularly? none

38. My favorite place to eat? Chili’s

Saturday Photo Hunt: Furry

Jack has plenty of fur in this picture!

This would be one of them.  I keep trying to talk to people.  I’ve called two people, thought about calling a third (but I don’t have her new number!), and tried im-ing someone.  I don’t know why I bother trying to im her, she rarely answers me.  No one’s plurking.  I’m afriad to im the rest of the people online because I barely remember how I connected to them and I know none of them would remember me.  I’m not very memorable.  *sigh*  I’d go back to bed if I could, but that wouldn’t help.  I’m lonely.  I guess I better get used to it.

Well, another day over.  Saw the doctor – 2 of my meds reinstated to their full values and up on the one.  Also got two other prescriptions when I picked the one up.  I go back in a month.

Had a meeting with my supervisor.  She was “blown away” and “very impressed” and “surprised” by my quality performance.  I’m doing now what regular people are supposed to be doing.  Also, I start my four tens next week.  I work 700-530 M, T, F; 600-430 S and have W and R off.  Yeah, I have to get up early the day after the superbowl.  *sigh*  Anyone want to make plans on W or R?

Okay, so I had to work late to make up time for my appt so I’m heading off to bed.  I’m pooped!  Night all!

Ohhhh…I went to Long John Silvers.  I love LJS, however my stomach no longer does.  *sigh*  Bye bye yummy food.  Darn gall bladder!  Causes problems even when its missing!  I’m so tired!  But I did get some Steeler gear at Wal-Mart.  And Ever After.  Work is going well, though tomorrow will be a mess.  Jumping back and forth, here and there, trying to get my dr appt in.  I’ll be working late tomorrow night.  Definitely not going to want to go back out after that.  I did make a list of my meds to take to the doctor’s appt with me.  Hopefully she (or he, I really am not sure) will be able to help.  Long appt though – 45 minutes.  Maybe I can get on something that will actually help my depression.  Sure would be nice.  I did remember to bug Sarah about reading, though I think she’s still not feeling well.  Have to come up with a list of questions for Patience – she lives in Phoenix.  Don’t know what else I have to do.  I did not get my hair cut – my stomach just wasn’t up for it.  Don’t know when that might happen.  Same thing with the oil change.  Maybe Saturday.  I hope I don’t have to clear off my car tomorrow morning.  That would not be fun.  But tis supposed to snow some more.  *sigh*  Can I move south now?

That’s right – there’s more snow in the forecast. Lovely. I did get my paycheck deposited and went out to dinner (even had a mudslide) and now I’m home, wishing I had to work 4 10′s this week and had tomorrow off. Not quite that lucky. *sigh* Don’t know when the 4 10′s are going to start but they’ve had us scheduled for ten hour days both yesterday and today. *sigh* I’d just like to start it already. Get used to the new schedule and all that fun stuff. Winter storm warning tonight. Freezing rain and sleet and snow, oh my! I’m definitely sick of all of this junk.

Anyone know anything about Phoenix?

Monday, January 26, 2009

• Work
• Eat dinner
• Play with Kit
• Talk to Tom
• Take pills
• Nag Sarah about reading my story
• Go to sleep

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

• Mail out bills
• Work
• Cash paycheck
• Eat dinner
• Play with Kit
• Talk to Tom
• Take pills
• Nag Sarah about reading my story
• Go to sleep

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

• Work
• Get haircut, maybe
• Eat dinner
• Play with Kit
• Talk to Tom
• Take pills
• Nag Sarah about reading my story
• Go to sleep

Thursday, January 29, 2009

• Work
• Go to psychiatrist appt.
• Work
• Eat dinner
• Play with Kit
• Talk to Tom
• Take pills.
• Nag Sarah about reading my story
• Go to sleep

Friday, January 30, 2009

• Work
• Eat dinner
• Play with Kit
• Talk to Tom
• Take pills
• Nag Sarah about reading my story
• Go to sleep

Saturday, January 31, 2009

• Laundry
• Pick up meds
• Sleep
• Eat
• Take shrimp out of the freezer and place in the refrigerator.
• Talk to Tom
• Work on story
• Sleep

Sunday, February 1, 2009

• Go to church (?)
• Watch the Steelers win the Super Bowl
• Go to sleep

Yeah, now not only am I down in the dumps, cryey, and not taking good care of anything, I also was thinking that the life of a baby bunny I killed (it was an accident, I swear!) several years ago is more important than mine.  Yes, I realize that’s pathetic.  Why won’t this damn depression leave me alone!

Tom just said I’m family.  That means I’m important to him.  Other than God, I don’t think anything is more important to Tom than family.  He also said I was more important than his job and he loves his job. The travel and adventure of it all.  He got a Garmin today.  Well, he got a Garmin yesterday, a TomTom today, and a Garmin.  Don’t worry, he took the other two back.  I think he’s happy with the Garmin he has, although he’s talking about getting a better one as soon as he can afford it.  Which won’t be until summer.  He won’t start getting miles till then.  Its a little nerve wracking right now when it comes to bills.  I hate bills.  They make me nervous and depressed.  Now there’s a surprise.  *sigh*  I hope time passes quickly.  I think I’m going to go cry now.  Have a nice evening.

Eventually I will be on my real schedule and off this training schedule.  It would be nice to be on my real schedule.  Then I would have weekdays off, although I would have to work every other Saturday.  But I could go to the doctor’s without having to flex schedule things and work past my normal hours.  Yeah, that’s what I’ll be doing next Thursday – working late.  That reminds me, I have to remember to put my gum in my purse.  And mail out my bills.  Well, that’s about all for now, other than the fact that I am jealous of all the people who have already filed for their taxes.  I want to do that, but don’t have my W-2s.  *sigh*  Is not fair.  I could really use the refun money, though I’m not sure what to spend it one.  Tom wants me to spend it on myself and I’m leaning towards putting it towards bills.  Maybe I’ll just do both.  Since I don’t know how much its going to be, I can’t really say.  I’m not even sure how many W-2′s I’m getting.  I worked for three different companies in 2008. Jan 2 I worked for Coventry.  Jan 7- Dec 19 I worked for BNY Mellon.  Dec 29- Dec 31 I worked for Medco.  I is confused, to copy Sarah.