I don’t know what words to use to convey the way I’m feeling.  Physically, I still am having stomach aches, heart burn, car sickness, and head aches.  I don’t know what to do to get them to go away.  Mentally, I’m doing much worse.  Its hard to think when I’m feeling so poorly.  I don’t like life.  I don’t.  I don’t like my job.  I have nothing to look forward to.  I know I should find something.  Anything.  Right now, I hurt so much that I can’t think of anything.  I have homework from therapy and a book to read.  I’ll buy a copy next week, but this week she lent me the office copy.  The funny thing is that I’ll probably have it read before I buy it next week.  I think I’m just going to take my meds and go to bed.  I don’t have the energy (emotionally or physically) for anything else.