I don’t know what to say.  Its been a hard week.  I’ve been dealing with a lot of barely suppressed panic.  I’ve been off my diet cause right now I don’t think anything is going to help me look good anytime soon.  I’ve pretty much stopped taking care of myself.  I’m hot, I’m tired, and I feel all alone, even at work.  Or should I say especially at work.  I’ve stopped going to my one weekly event.  I’ve stopped going to my chiro since I’m starting therapy and have to pay for that every week.  They’re changing the bus schedule so I don’t even know if I can get there by six after this week.  Terry still won’t leave me alone.  He friended me on facebook.  I ignored it, but this is the second time.  For pity’s sake, can’t he get the message that I don’t want him in my life?  Found out someone I thought felt the same way about something doesn’t.  Oh good, I think my meds are kicking in.  I can go to sleep now.

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